If you are determined, fates will change. Ask anyone who has pulled them self from nothing. It all started when they travelled, they saw something, they saw a better life, they saw more comfort. It has a better effect when it's in real life, cause then you see electric gates, you see guards that run up to make sure as you reverse the car out of the gate no car hits you. And they are the guards banks put at their door steps. They are at your door step.
When you travel, go out of routine, the world opens up. It's better in real life, cause there is a chopper. It's in your face, your friend is flying the kids to school in the same town in a chopper. You want that! Traveling can be physical, it can be mental, books, television, novels what not.
And then you petrol yourself with determination, you want two house helps, you want velvet curtains, the finest. You will get them if you want them and believe you have to have them, you determine your own fate. I promise you. You are as powerful as you believe you are. If you believe you are not, you get exactly what you believe you are. Not powerful enough.
"easy for you to say, cause you have everything..."
I hate that statement. I really do.
"...if I had all that, I would."
"if I had all that I would..."
"if I had all that I would find love..."
Which love? Where do you think love is? No tell me. Where is love? Where? No, show me.
Can you say... 'You stupid poor person?'
But you can say... 'those rich arrogant morons!'
Isn't it just unthinkable to say 'you are poor, I hate you' but you can say the opposite freely?
Where is the love then?
So everyone who works in your house, at first they are glad, they are glad you took them off the street. You offered them a job, and you pay them way over minimum wage. But then slowly they get comfortable.
Then the world opens up to them. They see the dog food you buy the dogs, you can't hide the price tag. The get the bills, the security bills are dropped at the premises, the companies that deliver day guards and night guards at your place. They find the bags of things you buy. They wipe the shoes you have no opportunity to make dirty.
"by the way I need an advance my child is in school..."
"by the way I need a salary raise..."
"by the way my child got bad marks I was wondering if you can talk to the principal of such and such school..."
And that's how it starts. And it will happen, when you get determined to get what you want to get. Even when your kid is not as smart as a bulb. He or she takes time to shine. She will see the way you handle your work, she will know when you can't do it well, employ someone to do it, then get the glory. Get the paycheque. She might get bad grades, but she will know how to make sure there is food on the table, and what not. The people around you influence you. It's not wealth only that is inherited, ideas, values, behaviors and what not. That's why success stays in the bloodlines when people stick together. Wachana na maneno ya bad boy charm.
So when you get there, or if you are already there. You know they gossip about you. They complain you subscribe to all the channels, you never watch, you have a lot of wireless Internet you are wasting and people are going hungry.
But they don't realize you have been giving them advances on their salary they have never paid. They don't realize some of them serve no purpose where you employ them. Come on, one person can clean the cars and another cook for the dogs but they are on separate pay checks, one does each. Cause, you don't have it in you to fire them, you know they have families that depend on them.
But they get jealous. I know it's kills me to be happy seeing a girl I love but didn't love me back in another guys arm. I feel like that guy is... NkT. But I know sometimes you have to go out of your way to be happy for your friends, for everyone that does well, cause that's what a good person does. Thats what an angel does. He let's people grow when they do well, he doesn't get jealous, he becomes proud of others success. Being good is not just morally correct, it's intellectually fit.
But they didn't, they didn't appreciate jerk! So, they plotted. They wanted to destroy me. They wanted to steal, they did. But they were caught. And they went back to the street. They might not remember the advances, educating their children, opening for them doors. They still will feel like you ruined their lives and will want to revenge.
When you are determined...and the world opens up for you... And you strive, you will find cause you are as powerful as you think. If you think you can't make it to the door, you will be too intimidated to walk up to the door. But if you believe. They will be saying.
"it's easy for you to say, you have everything..."
And it will hard for you to explain that anyone who isn't doing as well as you could get jealous and start hating you after a while. The people who make your food could poison you out of jealousy. And I will hope even when everyone you intend to help repays you with the fruits of jealous.
You will do it all over again. Surround yourself with people who need you, bless them with what you have, and hope. Hope, that they will not get jealous and finish you.
"it's easy for you to day, you have everything..."
Where is the love? No, show me? Where is the love?
